So bestrafe ich mich, wenn es mir zu leid tut

When the guilt builds up inside me, there's only one way I know to let it out. I punish myself the way I deserve, pushing my body harder and harder, until the pain turns into pure pleasure. In this video, you'll see me giving in to my own cravings, teasing myself mercilessly, and taking it further than I should because deep down, I know I need it